What is “normal”?
My psychologist today told me he believes I’m getting closer to the normal?
What the hell does that even mean?
He thinks that because I’ve been so used to the bipolar swings, that where I’m heading is the calmer times?
I explained that I just don’t feel. I’m not happy. I can’t cry. I’m just here?
Is this truly what normal feels like? Normal is like your dead inside?
I’ve still gotta wonder, how is this better than where I was before? At least before I could enjoy a night out. I could listen to a song on Pandora an get mentally moved.
I hate being me.