A problem is like a demon. A disease. It can infect you so ravenously that your overcome and become dangerous to be around.
a matter or situation regarded as unwelcome or harmful and needing to be dealt with and overcome.
When you see a problem, how do you attempt to fix it?
Do you ignore it and hope it goes away silently into the night?
Do you try and run away hoping it doesn’t follow you or catch up?
Or do you recognize it for the demon it’s become and make it go away permanently?
See, I’m beginning to understand things now. Possibly through a haze of meditation and alcohol. Yea I have a new friend. Talks to me better an clearer than most people do.
I understand I am the Problem.
I am the demon.
I am the disease.
Who will be my next victim?
I am the cause.
I am the effect.
So demons are to be slain. Says it in the bible if you follow that. Theoretically, I need to be slain.
I need someone who can help me with this exorcism since I also fail at that. To extract the demon who I’ve hosted for my whole life. Whether I make it out alive or not.
I’m just plain done.
I hate being me