Happy and Sad
Two completely different feelings for most.
Sadly not for all. I got an email from one of my best friends today.
I read your recent post today. I think I have realized something about people with personalities such as mine and yours. We feel deeply. Other people might call it melodramatic, maybe sometimes it is. But we feel with our hearts, and every emotion is strong. Passion, fear, , anger, depression, despair, hope, sadness, joy, etc. So when we have bad days we really have bad days. When our days are good, they are freaking awesome. When we are sad, the world is ending, or we want it to. When we are happy, we are on top of the world.
This friend has been there for me countless times in the last few months. She is my guardian angel. I have a few other close friends, but she has made a difference in my life that I wouldn’t give up for the world.
I can get overtaken by my emotions. Good and bad ones. Everything comes at such strength, it’s hard to take a break or breath.
Life is a struggle. It’s so hard when it’s this drastic and happens so often.
I’m just grateful I have someone like her on my side. I trust her with my life. And I’d do anything to protect hers.
It’s like she’s holding my heart in her hands and protecting it. Making sure it stays together even though it’s been shattered in a million pieces.
So publicly I wanted to say thank you for all you do for me :-*