So…I’ve gotta say, the addition of the new pills are not too bad.
If I mistype, it’s cuz I’m fairly plowed. Lol
I drank a fair amount tonight. Probably more than normal. I would sat that I’m feeling a bit different than I had before I was on this new pilll.
I feel just a bit more intoxicated than I normally would be at this point of the night. An maybe I’m drinkin more than normal, but ya know what…fuck off. Haha
Its a chang for me. I’ve not felt good in so long I could give 2 fucks if anyone cared. I’m home. Fairly safe. Don’t plan on doing anything harmful to myself. Unless you consider more shots harmful.
Yes, I’ve done 3 more shots since I got home. And after I write this I’m gonna go a few more.
I’ve not got an alcohol problem. I consume alcohol just fine. There’s no problem.
I almost chased down a girl at the bar. Stopped cuz I couldn’t wall fast enough. My standards have dropped so far I would about chase anything at this point.
Not a good place to be, but at this feeling o really don’t care much.
All I wanna do is live
Someone please save me. Save me before I do something I will regret.